Love heals. So does radiation. |
Although my total dosage of radiation is 5,000 cGy, it is divided into 25 treatments =
200 cGy daily via two planes of radiation to my chest wall and breast skin + 2cm of skin all the way around my breast
-AND-
180 cGy daily via straight-on radiation at my neck lymph nodes
180 cGy daily via straight-on radiation at my neck lymph nodes
Each day I go in, get dressed in my smock, and wait for one of the technicians to invite me in. I walk through a doorway (the door is about 6" thick!) and into the radiation room. Here's a view of the room at that point:
The room is a cool temperature because of the machinery's needs. I take my smock off and lay down on the table, putting my arms up in the arm rests. I usually opt to have a warm blanket placed on my stomach/legs to feel more comfortable.
The frying pan. |
It is important for my body to be in the exact same position as it was during the simulation, so all the planes of radiation are hitting exactly where it was planned to go. (Don't want to overshoot things and accidentally nuke my entire lung or anything!) How do they do this? Using tattoos! Yes, I received 4 tattoos (they look like black freckles): one on my left side, one on my right side, one in the middle of my chest (between my boobs), and another just outside of my right-side armpit.
Using fixed laser beams, they align my body to the beams and move the table to my "special" position: 97.7 on the dial. Then we're good to get started. My radiation treatment is a three step process:
- Receive plane of radiation from upper left side: aimed at my chest wall and breast.
- Receive plane of radiation from lower right side: aimed at my chest wall and breast.
- Receive rectangle of radiation from directly in front: aimed at my neck lymph nodes.
A bolus day. |
If you are still reading, you're a tropper and a curious human being. Hang with me - I think this stuff is fascinating.
With the beams of radiation, how do they "miss" my right lung and spinal column? By these neat things called multileaf collimators (MLCs). You can see them in the picture below - the top set of MLCs is mostly closed (with an open line down the middle), the bottom set is a trapezoid. These MLCs are customized for each patient. My plan, when loaded up into the machinery software, is set to block out as much radiation as possible to my lungs, spinal cord, etc. for each plane of radiation.
MLCs in machine. |
There is a "step-and-move" done with the MLCs. Basically, the MLCs move while the radiation is administered. The MLCs not only block out other parts of my body that we don't want radiated, but they also focus radiation onto my chest wall by being open at first, then closing to block out most of the breast skin. Although they've blocked out the majority of my spine and lung from being radiated, there will still be some exposure. They want to be sure to get the entire chest wall and breast skin area - so compromises must be made. I may have some scar tissue on my lungs, but that will only show up in x-rays and should not change my lung capacity or breathing.
And that, dear readers, is radiation in a nutshell!
4 comments:
Fascinating!! So great that they let you take some pictures so your readers can SEE what you're dealing with daily.
Also... Is that a Laura Bee belt?? If not, totally carried/carry that ribbon and it's one of the most popular of all time. Check you out, even without a shirt you're stylin'. ;)
Appreciate your feedback and interest, Ashley! It's about time I posted something about radiation.
No, it's not a LB belt, but I thought it was when I received it from Joshua! It reminds me of the same-colored bag I designed with Laura before leaving Seattle. LOVE that ribbon and color combo! Good eye, and it doesn't surprise me a bit. You're super fantastic with visual details.
Thank you so much for your willingness to share with all of us what you go through daily. You are such a strong person and taking each step in this process with grace. What a story to tell your kids someday!!!
Thanks for the update Laura. How interesting! I'm so glad they are taking such good care of you! Am
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